No one likes you.
Emotional, irrational, sensitive,
You are a butterfly
When the rest of the world is a strong gust of wind,
Ready to break your wings at any moment of weakness.
No one likes you.
Your childish charms and quirks don’t work anymore,
This is the real world now and you have been left behind —
A lone leaf in this world of bricks and stones and marbles.
No one likes you.
You think they’d care but no– you are living in a fictional world
Where people have time for your follies and paroxysms, no —
They just don’t notice those now, they just don’t notice those now.
No one likes you.
See this is why you lie in bed, alone, at this hour,
When entwined hearts would whisper their devotions, you listen to the sound of the quiet street outside,
And you wonder things you’ve always pushed to the back of your mind.
No one likes you.
You hurt yourself with these words and thoughts and yet you continue writing,
Afraid to realize that you may be worthless if it weren’t for these poems you write,
Words you’re too scared to say that you’d rather write it down in the hopes that the recipient would one day read it,
You pause and wonder, but still, you write.
No one likes you.
You do not even like yourself, you hate yourself, you wish you could stop but you couldn’t.
You whisper to yourself, “You’re worthless,” because you’re sad,
And you’re scared that you’re starting to believe it.
No one likes you.
It’s an easy excuse for when you’ve isolated yourself and you’ve been hurt, you’re afraid
And you do not know how to say, “Hey, this is me. I am miserable and I hate it, but I have been doing so well no one would believe me.”
No one likes you.
This is a lie you say when it is convenient,
To blame it on others when you know you’re just lonely and are partly to blame.
A scapegoat for when you do not know how to ask for what you need,
“No one likes you.”