Drunk

I wanna get drunk
Just so I could be sober for once
Or maybe I’ve been drunk all along
And all I needed was to get clean;
I don’t know.

I wanna get drunk
Just so I could have the excuse
Of not being myself
Of not being in control
Or maybe I never was in the first place;
I don’t know.

I wanna get drunk
Just so I could say I’m drowning
And someone would actually believe it
Or at least consider the possibility;
I don’t know.

I wanna get drunk
Just so I could see
If it’s stronger than the imbalances in this body
If it’s stronger than this mind’s whim to snuff all out
Or maybe I wanna get drunk
Just so I could say that’s why I said so
Just so I could say that’s why I am so.

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